The time now is 6am and while waiting for my breakfast to be delivered, I decided to jot down my thoughts. I woke up at 4.30 am and saw Mimi sleeping sweetly and soundly next to me. For the next few minutes I going to do something terrible to her. She is going to wake up and got so mad with it and the tranquility of the room will be filled with her cries. I hated the job but it has to be done and in a great measure of heart ached. I started preparing the drug and set up the machine in my room. I woke Vincent up and he carried Mimi in his arm so that I can nublize her. Before the machine was turn on, she woke up with big open eyes and the minute she saw the inhaler, she cried and struggle to break free... Throughout the entire process, she was very agitated and at the same time very tired. She was angry because her sleep was disturbed, the machine was so loud and the mist keep spraying unto her face.She was tired because of the prolong struggle and cries and also she knew that Mummy will still carried on nublizing her. Sometimes she would rest for a minute to catch hold of her breadth and than the cries continued.
Waiting for the drug to evaporates off seems to be a long wait and finally it's over. She resumed back to her sleep after much pat pat by Vincent.

"Your light shall break forth like the morning, your healing shall spring forth speedily, and your righteous shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard" Isaiah 58:8