I just came back from a memorial service, little Jillian went home with the Lord yesterday night. Something which sadden the hearts of many whom knew about her fight with cancer. As I received the news this morning, I shed my tears. I told myself that it's something to rejoice because she's now in the safe hand of our Lord, free from sufferings and pains. But being a mother myself, the emotional part of me actually overruled my spiritual understanding. The little bubbly and cute girl who is used to be in our mist is now separated from us.
This emotional perspective was changed as I stepped into the parlour. The place was decorated with balloons, Jillian's favourite toys and a beautiful smiley picture of her despite the baldness. They are celebrating her life just as Kelly had mentioned in her blog. As I recalled back the past readings from her blog, I knew God is in their life together throughout this journey. The love and grace of God is truly and greatly being demonstrated. The comfort He gives, the miracles He has shown and the favours He provided to Jillian during those periods. Not forgetting the strength and wisdom He has given to Kelly during the past 8 months while she cares for her baby.
Jillian has fulfilled her mission in life on earth, she has shown us that in adversity God's covenant still stands strong and that God will see us through to a glorious conclusion. For Jillian, she is now enjoying her reward in heaven which is eternal. Therefore this separation is temporary cos it's only the physical part that is gone but her spirit shall prevail.
"I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies, and whoever lives and believes in me will never die...." John 11:25
For Jonathan and Kelly :
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord,
"Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:11-13